
"The light tat was onces in my hand, is now gone"
FLY LIKE A BIRD by Mariah Carey
Somehow I know that
There's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens
And let me be free to
[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now, Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Can we recover
Will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other
We would find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondent
That I feel the need to
[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need You now, Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Keep your head to the sky
With God's love, you'll survive
[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now, Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me home
Higher Jesus
Carry me higher, Lord
Thats wad basically became of me since dec of 2005 till present. Guess i won't b returning to Christ jus yet. Too many bad habit(s) that i wanna keep enjoying. hahaha
Thou I'm not in church but I love listening to that song "fly like a bird" by Mariah Carey. Partly beacause i'm drawn to it by her Powerful vocal ...... Love that Realli Realli Realli High Pitch at then end ! The "Jeeesus" ! WOAH !! Cant hit that Note no matter how hard i squeeze my balls .... dang!!
I love that song because like wad the lyric Said:
"Don't let the world break me tonightI need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so coldI pray You'll come and carry me home"
Cant help but to relate to it cos This Life is So Cold. SO many kinds of people u meet and situation that won't go ur way and things that u go thru ............ at times it realli tooo mcuh that thoughts of giving up crosses my mind many times. It somehow makes me feel happy when i listen to the song ... izzit mariah or gawd makin me happy ???? hahahahahaa !
Been taking drags very often tis day. Juz bought a pack on V day and as of now, i left oni 1. Need to cut down ... cos its buring a very big hole in ma pocket ...
Wad i did todae :
Woke up at 7.30 am then went back to Sleep. Juz did not have the morale to attend Miss Lee class at 9am. Been Feeling a lil Depress these few days due to many contributing factors.
Oni manage to get out of bed at around 111.30. Took a quick beauty shower then its off to Sch..................................................................................................fuck ass boring. During the bus trip to sch, some dude/nerd was sitting beside me making balloon roses. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL !!! Was hoping that he would giv it out to the lucky handsome dude sitting next to him but ...... he did not. It was quite noisy when he make those balloons .... that squeeking sound that was produce when he twist that ballooon was VERY irrating but my ears was blasted wif my MP3 so its OK !
Reach sch then off to the warehouse lab it was. Was practical day todae. Learnt how to do order picking, sealing and all that junk. Was quite fun actually. Was agitated by one of ma Teacher thou. Was calling her to come ova and check the box b4 we seal it ... before u noe it, she was BITCHING at us !! "PLS REMOVE UR BAGS ON THE WORK TABLE !!! Y ARE THERE SO MANY BAG ON THE TABLE !!!", " WHY IS THERE SO MUCH TAPE " !!!
I could not take it anymore then i started to Bitch slap her many times ! Then i took the Tape-Gun or Tape Dispenser and Seal her mouth !! Wat the hell is wrong with her .... !!! GEESUS KHRIST !!!
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ahahhaahha YES I DID NOT BITCH SLAP HER OR SEAL HER MOUTH THOU SHE DESERVE IT ........ The other nice teacher did not have any problem with us till she came ..... !
Not going to name names cos i dun wanna end my ITE life juz lik dat.
So after warehouse pratical, was off to Hra ... HAd to do them 14 question of tutorial ....... Again it was FUCK ASS BORING ..... but was busy talking and laughing with my peers ... hahahahaha !! and before u noe it, all 14 question was done !! :) ! THen it was off to the MLC (Multimedia Learning Centre ). Dun get fool by its Name ... its Jus a hugh cyber cafe.
Stayed in there to complete my HRA project which was due tis Tuesdae !!! ARGHHHHHH !! and the powerpoint slides aint done yet !!! sianz !!!
Went home only at 6pm ..then off to mee Zac and joyce in the Seed Centre then went to tampines mall to walk around then off to home sweet "n" bitter home it was .......
Made a detour to the airport as to catch bus 858 home cos 969 was crowded and i aint standing on the bus .... ! makes me feel like pukin as i had lots of drinks.
At home, i was Singin "because of you by kelly" Clarkson to my cat .... and "Creep" by radiohead. Love them song to bits ... my cat was lik staring at me the whole time ... hahahaha cute lil pussy i have. Love him to bits!!!

I love Nooky! Incase u r wondering, Nooky is my cat.